haha okay wanted to post this yesterday but the connection was being bitchy.

Been real busy this few weeks and it's going to get busier for the next two. Crucial times. Haha. Multiple tests and assignments to mug for and the to do lists goes on and on and on. But nevermind, it's only for two more weeks. Even if it's two more frigginly stressful and overloaded weeks, i'll press on. Can't wait for term break.

Then it's ...

back to back movies, eating good food and watching-dramas- that -i've -passed- because- of- exams-till- i- pass out    time!!!

For now, gotta forget Jiro for a bit. Hahaha. Im determined to do well this time round because failing is not an option now. All the best of luck to to my girls and myself. :) Haha.

JIA YOU! GANBATTE KUDASAI! DON'T GIVE UP! KITA BOLEH!

 PEACE.

ALL MY LOVE.

yes, this is what i will be this week onwards.

assignments to chuck and revisions to be done.

i want to get rid of any C/Ds that are in my way.

i want to get to Uni and graduate with at  least a 3.0 GPA  at it's worst.

Hence,

toodles. to anyone else facing the same thing, let's do it!

Ganbatte Kudasai :)

xo

wish i could go back. and fix things. i cry. cus im crying for you.

and no, this has nothing to do with any guy.

see the workload. it ain't easy at all. so many things to do.

and if i don't write them down somewhere, 99.99999% chance, i will forget.

and time is so compact. i just can't wait for Term Break!!

or just December really.

Back to Back Movies with the girls (: and whatnot.

beacuse of school work, i have lesser time to read.

and im running out of new vocab.

im tired of letting people stepping over my head.

im really sick of being too nice.

you've really done it this time.

my patience has its limits..

so anyone who annoys me today ...

i will be bithcy.

sorry. but you already did.

feeling the blues.not in the mood for anything today. i just wanna get it over with then get home and get my much needed rest. peace, no war

me, loves, this.

goodnight (:

i was not late to school, again! whoooo. power, improvement (: had typical IWT lab and lecture. which is really boring, no lie. but it's super useful. so instead of going for a 2 hour break and then OOPG lecture, me, Jas, Vanora & Mich decided to go karaoke. haha @ Kampung Chai Chee CC there. the place i went to once before, which was on my birthday this year. ( i missed that day so much) :( had loads of fun though. Mich's voice is super loud that she didn't even need a mic uh! hahah. and Vanora is super hyper. really. she's more open and expressive now. haha. had to leave first 45 mins earlier cus i needed to pick lil bro up. was being the best sister in the whole world ba. haha. and dad fetched us from Tampines Mart's bustop -.-  and im supposed to be doing my work now. Japanese due on Friday and im nowhere near done! tomorrow's sucky, cus i end at 7 because of Sociology -____-  it's already Week 5 le. time really flies. gave Jam & Hop a miss today. not interested anymore suddenly. as of tomorrow, im going to eat only porridge/YTF everyday and save more money :)

can't help it now. addicted to Chinese Dramas. loading Autumn's Concerto at the moment. Hi, My Sweetheart later (:

kay gonna watch Zoom Korea now.

met shahirah for breakfast @ Tampines Mart's MacDonald's today! wheee. im so happy that i finally get to see her after nine whole months! imagine that. god knows how much i've missed her. talked about a bunch of stuffs while we ate and she's still the same. :) i was so giddily happy that i think i squealed a lot of times. hahah. gave her a huge bear hug once i saw her. at first i didn't recognise her from far. haha myopic ba. and the MacDonald's auntie cheated me! ergh. she must've known im a dorky idiot. haha. from a $2.50 meal to a $3.65 one. and i chugged down a medium iced milo. then we parted ways cus she needs to get to school and i had DCNK lecuture at 10. but we may be watching movie this Friday! whoooo. yay. Mark Phillip came late so we had to wait for him to open the LT doors. yadayada then had OOPG lab test after lunch. think i screwed it but not as badly. i hope so. after lab test went to do a lil bit of CMaths tutorial. but i ended up with only one line. i have a lot of time since school starts at 2 tomorrow and it's only until 4! just for one freaking subject. haiya. collected books i reserved form the library too. crapped a lot with Jas today and laughed way too much. thinking of eating at Mensa tomorrow. need yhe Cheese Fries!! and im so loving the weather these days. kay wanna go watch Momo & Sweetheart now. haha. switch off the lights!! i hate them. i prefer the darkness

peace.

IM SO SCREWED. Why? Why? Why do i have to take Object Oriented Programming(OOPG)?! Why? I hate it so much. Just not my forte. But as they say, sometimes in life, you're gotta do things that you don't like. It's just the way things are. I don't want to be a programmer. At all. No interest. Zero. Ziltch. And there's lab test tomorrow which i am so not prepared for an assignment which i have not started on due in a few weeks. People can do it in hours or days. I need weeks. Or maybe months. Haha. OOPG is cramming my brain i swear. And, having him as a teacher is seriously, no help at all. No offence

pheeww. i've posted alot today. so this should make up in advance for this coming week. once it's weekdays, i don't know when i can update. and im screwed for tomorrow's OOPG!! i hate Mondays.

been hanging out with this girl up here again. haha. we were closer in primary school. then separated

when we went to separate secondary schools. and now were back together in the same IT School.

we would talk about the old times and one thing that hasn't changed since,

we can still talk non stop about everything.

kay all my friends know now that i am currently obsessed with Taiwanese dramas and guys. Hahahaa. Have yet to start watching Autumn's Concerto and ToGetHer though. one reason i watch these dramas is to improve my Mandarin. secondly is because there are good looking guys in them. three, it's a nice break from all those cheesy same ol' malay dramas.

you have no idea how much i miss you. but things are different now..

what happened to us?

 it's like time has been taken away from us.

i miss my girls very much :(

CCN Day went pretty well. despite all the disagreements and last minute things. haha we managed to pull through and profits made weren't that bad. the cookies made the most profits thought. kuddos to those who baked :) wished i could've gone with them too. but we ended up having many extra candies. haha wich all of us too home. and i spent 9 dollars that day. buying chocolate and cheese fries and i can't remember what else. kena psycho-ed by people to buy. haha must support friends. wee seng was super hyper uh on CCN day. we could roll down laughing because of him. good thing he's a huge sweet talker. haha. the whole of TP was super crowded and there were dogs and bunnies for the pet photography thing. dunk tanks and wet games. jell-os and chocolate fondue. over all, thumbs up :)

this pass few weeks have been a real busy time. which explains the postless blog. haha. been too busy i easily forget things nowadays. no kidding. i will forget whatever i just did a few seconds ago at times. school work is definitely piling up a mountain. but school's great cus of the people around me (: i love going to school because of them (: too caught up on school that neglect my other responsibilites. hhaa and thankfully, i don't have a boyfriend. because that would add up to the burden. haha and no, i am not afraid to admit, that i don't have one (: now, i am somehow sure of what i wanna do in the future. but things might change right? sacrifices made now will definitely pay off one day. like my mumma says. a lot of things to be done today and this week. gonna help little bro bake his brownies for school party haha but im gonna bake more so i can bring to school tomorrow, hopefully. and i just re read this post, it's kinda stupid. haha it's a like all dumped into one

which kind soul would like to do a really good deed

and buy me this? ^__^ hehehee

mumma? daddy? maybe for my 18th?

it'll be cheaper then right?

hahaha

1. Decided to buy a curler instead of perming. I really want my curls back!

2. Pay everyone i owe to. Chill people, i will pay you back. (:

3. Get baby lappy back and make sure i take good care of it this time.

4. Make sure i do all assignments. I want to get rid of all Cs if possible.

came a little late for DCNK lecuture tday. it ended half an hour earlier so me, Jas and Mich went down to ITAS to eat. we were really hungry so we had Yong Tau Fu. Hahaa and ended up late for OOPG lecture. Damn full, so can't concentrate. And i kept making stupid jokes. But they still laughed, so yeah. Heh. Then headed to OOPG lab to print a bunch of stuff and reseach pieces. Had OOPG lab after lunch. I did not pay attention at all, honestly. Vanora says im pro at making it all seem like i understand alot when instead i was multi tasking. Java, Momo, Java, Facebook, Java, Twitter. Hahaha. I was doing that all the time and the tutor didn't call me even once. It's either he thinks im a smart student or he's just too lazy to try to pronounce my name. I hate programming. Just like him. Haha. We all do. It's some serious shits.

After that waited for Jas to finish her mindmap and had a little talk with Farna too. She's literally dying of school. Haha. I'll be like her very soon next year. Then took 23 to Sim Lim Square to get my laptop fixed. That idiotic person gives really bad customer service i swear. Just hope it'll be fine soon. Pfftss. Then walked around to find the Keitai phone shop. Did not find it in the end. So headed to Bugis Junction to get some food then bus-ed to Tampines by 12. I hate taking that bus. So long. But at least it's better than taking the MRT at that moment. So now im still laptop-less and penni-less. Haha. Anyway, Thank You v.much Vanora and Jaslyn for accompanying me (: (: really appreciate it. and im gonna make my dad drive me there next time!!